Weston CutterAnother Tattoo I’ll Never Getreads just enough butter, just enough knife. I don’t know what it means but I’ve been misunderstanding more +more gratefully as the days swim merrily away and no thing’s the fish you think it is: last night’s sushi was listed as tuna but tasted more like the wondering I do near daily lately about the people I used to chew through experience with but now are gone, small recalled bits of living that catch in brain’s periphery while I’m trying to stop the daughter from removing every jar of spice from the cabinet and making a trail across the floor. Perhaps she’s right +what these steps have lacked has been cardamom, turmeric. +why not step in pepper, grind flavor into paths— it’s not as if anything lasts: every step washes away. The best-built anything’s a scratchpad the cat of experience or time or whatever will gouge away, each face+ punchline, all the vivid ink we try to press into things to mark the fleeting sentiment, the flavor barely leaving trace on our dumb beautiful tongues. Erika Meitner Funkchanceis the name of a wireless network that pops up on my phone as we drive 250 near Wooster in flurries, in almost-dark, while cops wave us past with lighted batons that signal incident, that motion please-look-at-this- catastrophe. And there it is, framed by silent fire trucks banked on the side of the road: a candy apple red car flipped in a ditch and crushed, roof flattened, windows blown out. The lights of emergency vehicles flash yellow, blue, white make the night dangerously festive, give the surrounding houses, with their inflatables and LED icicles, their luminaries and their radiant nativity sets a run for their money. The men with neon flares windmill their glowing arms to assure us we are all under the care of strangers—earlier, the IHOP waitress with the whiskey voice named Mary who told us we brought the sunshine, then the hostesses dressed as elves smoking in the parking lot of the next-door Pilot, flirting with truckers. Was it an Amish buggy that distracted the driver of that car? Deer dashing across the asphalt at dusk? It is almost Christmas and everyone is in on the act, even the radio, even this accident. On an overpass nearby in red spray paint: I LOVE YOU BABYDOLL. We love you babydoll. We love you person on a gurney. Get well soon. We drive past your wreckage without stopping while everyone’s signals cross: default, linksys, virus, GodisGreat, youfoundme, getlost, JEMguest, batcave, funkchance. Amelia Ferguson MudAs it all wells up I’m sicka welling up. Sky pregnant from the clouds. Sicka being lonely. Dim lights, dumplings for one. Sicka being okay with it. What if sadnesses weren’t stone? Sicka being a bag of stones. If I were rain, if I were all but mud. Sicka being mud. Sicka weeping like rain and I’m swept by the clouds. Sicka this height. If my brittle lips could talk you into salt I wouldn’t talk you into salt. Still, if I were rain I’d still be mud sicka ruining your shoes. | John FinduraPancakes in a Small TownI watch the pancakes absorb the syrup as fast as I pour If there was much else to do I’m certain we would be doing it We will walk around the block again, the air still so very cold on our newly warm faces You stop, clear your throat, finally ask me what it is I want, more than anything I am overcome with emotion: I long to be cash-only in a no-credit-accepted world Layne Ransom Heavy WeatherThe wind is basically stupid. I shove a scarf down my throat and crocodile cry, then for real cry because that option is available most Tuesdays. Bicyclists of a certain disposition zoom on past like a car could slice me open into a geode of blood right now no big deal. Like a fairy tale cartoon where a fox tries to escape a bear trap, it isn’t clear yet whether the moral of my life will center around friendship or death. George Kalamaras I Taste a Range of LovingI hear the symmetrical reasoning of orangutan orange. I know you keep rock salt on your boots, just in case of winter prairie fires. I have followed the swathe of your foot until I no longer bleed. Yes, I hated my childhood, but now I’m abrupt. Adult talk seemed about confiscating the heart. How many scoldings, largely in my chest, planted feedings of great black birds? The locomotives of public connotation suggest a scratching, at the door, of private wolves. I said grass but didn’t mean green. I meant seaside hermitage in Puri, but said eelgrass on the altar of the spine. Sometimes, meditating late into the night, I taste a range of loving not unlike ice caked on the winter candle’s window reflection. No, I do not have a clearer way of rendering paradox, even if I wasn’t partially dead. It’s there, not so confusingly, among every primate with some degree of hair. Each day a brother or sister brings me a jeweled sack composed either of angry leaves or kind inventions. Kallie Falandays Hear Stable StableM says that he has a mast on his lungs, not a mast, he says, a mass. I picture a church splitting open over his lungs, the choir shifting from leg to leg to stable themselves: I say stable and he pictures wood burning on the side of a mountain, all of the people from the rhyme spinning out like an ocean. He says open and I hear broken, the bedroom that we are lounging in is not a bedroom, it is a woven maple. David Rutschman The UnnamingThis evening will be the unnaming. Will you join us?We will begin with the newest things—this is no longer an iPhone, this is no longer a text message—and we will work our way back. The process may take many years; we aren’t sure. This is no longer a highway. This is no longer a kite. We’ve been wanting to do this for as long as we can remember. This is no longer a radiator; this is no longer a spoon. All the way back: this is no longer your mother. This is no longer the dark. We really hope you can make it. |